si vis amari, ama

2010-11-22T19:56:00.009+08:00

oh,
HAI!

=D

yes. sorry i haven been updating!
well. . look at the bright side (consoles self) no one reads this blog anymore anyway!
=)

so. . . .
a mix of everything!

let it begin!
(warning! ntg special!)

off to the National Library! =D

wtf much!
RAREST MOMENT EVER!!!!
and most epic one too!

study rooms?
lol!

Suwanky the sassy bitch!
then we found this!
-______________-
LOL
Ipod-vibrator.
YEAP!

craving for macaroons again!
ughhhh!
bad bad!

brunch at Paddington! =D
FLAP JACK!
Mashed potato pancakes with beef bacon! =DDDDD
*light shines*

Paddington Pancakes for brunch =D

burned my cheese crackers ><
*tag* Park Yong Hee
hahaha

aiyaiii captain!

RANDOM TRIP!
hahahaha

drove up to Genting after our little museum day-out.
was fun!
loving Daniel's driving skills!
WOOOTS

i wanna do it again, but next time round,
i wanna go up Genting with TEAM SUPREME.
lol
and i must sit in Barney's car!
=D
(inside stuff)

brought my pillow with me on ze trip to Melaka the next day.
=D

and yes.
fake mole.
LOL

RM1,200
FHL
its not working and this pak cik is selling it at this price.
seriously?

oh, HERROW!

teman-ed baby for a game of ball the other day =)

there were tons of mohkitoh nesting above my head!
*grrrrrrrr~*
but lucky enough for me,
'they' didn't suck me.
^^

oh ya. wtf
NATIONAL MUSEUM.
-____________________________-

btw!
its kinda nice now tho!
=D
RM2 to get in.
*shifty eyes*

favorite wedding speech EVER!
from Leap Year!
^^
so-very-the-freaking-sweet!

anyways!
thats a wrap buddies!
*knock knock*
hello? anyone there?

baaaaaaaaahhh! neh mind!

BAI-BAI!
XOXO

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2010-10-23T17:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19TH MONTHSARY babyboy!!!

yesh its been 19 month!
=DDDD

and this is a video my baby made for me! ^^v

hurhurhur
enjoy!!!!!!!

xoxo
LOVE LOVE PEOPLE!
*PEACEEEE*
ps:// i love u baby, don simply think can arh??? i'm still with u naa sily. MWAAAA
u like reli wanna let me go only =(

2010-10-13T16:40:00.013+08:00

HI GUYS!
this is an update on,

my 10 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP WITH JEN / JIAN!

♥

taken on purpose,
the middle is suppose to be Jian
=\

asshole went back to San Fransisco!
rawrrrr~
will wait for u to come back asshole.
hahaha

and this was taken when we both were high walking around going to see pets.
but sadly, they kept the pups in already by 9pm!
ughhh~

introducing,
my bestie since. . . .std 4?
hahahaha
EXACTLY 10 YEARS!
=D

and yes. this is she.
LOL

known for her bigass eyes.
>< getting high in the car.
IKR

she's NEVER spontaneous!
so!
with ME, she have to be.
HAHAHAHA

yes. and that is my horrible hair.

i can has bigass eyes too!
=D
we've grown sooo much!
i was a midget last time.
HUR HUR HUR
looooookie at me now!
HAHAH

we both look prettier as compared to last time.
i think i look like SHIT last time.
like. . .
something was WRONG!
lol!

mouth full ^^v

we were crazy the other day!
we stole a knife from Ikea.
the ones we used after our meal.
XD

to do what with it?
to open our bottle.
HAHAHAH
had to go from the top later on.
XD
DESPERATE MUCH!!!!

vodka in ze Ikea cup. lol

i've grown taller over the years.
YES I DID!
HAH!
hahahahahah!

Jen used to be taller than me.
i WAS midget among my 2 best friends!
Jen & ShuHui (the one who turned away from us)
hahaha
i have that picture!

needa scan it in.
OMFG
i look horrible man!
XD

after a session on beer-ing at Library!
LOL

love you bitches! ^^V

ma bitches!
ma hungry bitches!
and ma bitch! =D
I rmb making Jian cry in school!
HAHAHAHAHAH

i poured water over his head in class (std6)
XD
cos he was being toooo noisy and well. .the usual ass he was!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
yes i did.
and he CRIED!!!

and he cried. . .hmm...when we were Std 4?
yeah he did.
Shu Hui poured Tomato sauce over his head (std4)
HAHAHAHA

EPIC LA WEIH!

and now. . .
hmm. .
we have beer, and adult talk / life-talk.

we've come soooo far bitches!
=D
and yeah. . . that.

NEW YEARS!

(i seriously look different man!)

Education fair together. LOL
-____-
IKR.

3 years back?
random moments!!!
i look so. . .ugly back then.
-____-

our very 1st Genting trip!
with the Ah-Ma gang. LOL
i sure did change ALOT!

overall,
i miss those times when we were in primary school.
=\
used to run around and i was able to sing last time.
now,
i cant run NOR sing anymore!
T_____T
(now u know why i don go for sing-k sessions)
hahahaha!

i miss pranking people!
either in primary or high school.
i miss em lots!

i ze boss in bullying people!
HAHAHAHAHAH!
(in high school of cos)
LOL

LIM KAI LEE!
hah!
and some other people as well
=)

big bully.
><

eh. . . .
i've changed la!
^^v

anyway!
i'm freaking out of idea on what to write!
so. . . .when ANYTHING comes up my mind, i'll blog bout it.
(ok, u got me. i don like bloggin anymore so i prolly wont bother to update)
HAHA

so. . . .
*awkward moment*

BAI-BAI!
*waves frantically*

xoxo!

2010-10-12T18:25:00.007+08:00

HELLO!
*waves frantically*

missssss me?
(lack-of-attention)

eh so. . .
how's life?
hahahahaa

i'm gonna update a whole lot of random stuff!
=)
(i think so)

Sunday's are always cloudier! =D

taken on Sunday as well.
after i've gotten my hair done.
OMFG
*rawr*

lunchie and gossip session with my lovelies!
^^v

Ikea meatballs. . .
*yumms*

and had tea after some cardio!!!
HAHAHAHA

i had Orkid Garden tea.
*not bad face*

dislike the cup tho
-_____- damn malay-ish/traditional?

Shan had Rose Mocha! =D

SueBinbin had peach iced tea!
(i think)
with jelly!!!

i miss my long hair. . .
i miss my STRAIGHT HAIR!
*pulls face*

ON face!

"i can has chessy snack!"

Movie / gossip session on another day with Bin Bin at Gardens. ^^

Eat Pray Love is shit!
DON WATCH IT!
lol

we were freezing our asses off so we went for hot chocolateeee at Tarbuks!
^^

ouh Babie was there too!
after work ^^v

had catching-up session last Sunday with Odree!!! (audrey) at Old Town.

thats her calling for the waiter becos she found a DEAD SQUASHED FLY in her noodles!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

dead!

taken last Friday after class.
stupid class.

LOOK AT ASHLY HO MEI YI!
tsk tsk tsk. . .
one leg on the sink -____-

miss seeing Ash putting on mascara!!!!
=( haven seen her in ages!
and hahahah! at least THIS time round i don see the OTHER thing sticking with her.
HUR-HUR-HUR

(yes i am evil and i'm a bitch. sue me!)

i supposedly only have 1 CLASS this sem.
but i went and took extra classes.
LAN & Moral.
zzz
i know right!

cos if NOT!
i'll be having 6 DAYS off and 1 day of class.
HAHAHAHAHA
which is FRIDAY morning class.
and fuck.
that class is stupid!
ARCS, wtv the fuck that is la!

"write a weekly journal and hand in a assignment weekly. 50%"
WTF
IKR!

skipped our afternoon (MORAL hahahaha) class for window shopping at Pavi!
we were there since. . . 12pm?
finished class at 10.27am.
AWESOME.

Ash brought us some Macaroons!
^^
lovely darling!
me love it!
i like the berry one & ze salted caramel!
*noms*

all of us had a bite from each!
hahahahah!
Lisa's Daniel was there too to join us for lunchie!

i had korean. .
*noms*

we RAIDED F21 as usual!!!!!!
hahahahahah!
F21 finally had some NEW arrivals!
omfg
F21 sucks big time!

taken TODAY!
yes today!
hahahah!
met up with Bin Bin after lunch and went around KLCC job hunting!

this was taken at Kino ^^
having tea tea together.
hahahaha
and Mag session.

anyway!
i applied this job thingy at Banana Republic.
and wtf.
WTF MOMENT!
after filling up the form the MANAGER (ugly) said they'll call me back soon.
so i was like okay. THANKS. *and turn n walks away*
HAHAHAH
i didn't know he was gonna give a hand shake or anything!
HAHAHAHAH
he ended up shaking Bin's hands.
XD

EPIC!

hahahah! my hair!
revealing it. . .
on my next post ><

or just look up on FB!
^^

ps:// i lost weight. 48kg now. IKR! i can see my ribs! i feel sick. =(

byebye

2010-09-25T16:46:00.003+08:00

hello, i'm Amanda.

i'm inspired,

are you?

Your secret from Jean-Sebastien Monzani on Vimeo.

there's too many things i wanna share,

can i share some of them with you today?

on a lovely Saturday evening?

(rainy, thats why its lovely. at least to me)

i've been MIA for sometime now.

i'm sorry folks.

just wondering tho,

is there anyone who's still visits this blog?

if u do,

can u pls tell me who are you?

=)

or. . .leave a msg on my chatbox on ure left?

=)

TYVM

now. . .

listen to this, and open tabs onto these links. =)

(sowie tho! i had my boy to put this thingy to stop ppl from right-clicking)

[so that u wont need to go thru trouble to come back n forth for the links, i shall just put their web addresses]

#1

http://www.xmarkjenkinsx.com

very cool photography!

ouh u guys shud have this Stumble! thingy for ure web search!

www.stumble.com

(i think)

#2

http://blog.annettepehrsson.se/

something bout it that i simply like.

=)

#3

http://www.mrspress.com/

very beautiful clothes!

wish i could have em!

simple lovely!!!!

ahhh~

#4

http://www.flickr.com/photos/petitzanzara/

what can i say?

i  just  love  it!

#5

http://www.flickr.com/photos/cottonblue/

reminds me of Cath Kidson sumhow. . .

take a look , u'll get what i mean. ^^

#6

http://www.ashleyording.com/

she's pretty & vintage.

reminds me of Sally Jane Vintage!

=)

#7

http://lauratj.blogspot.com

lovely.

no words to describe it!

#8

http://www.thelilbee.com/

just. . nice.

#9

http://simplesong.typepad.com/home/

have u seen the site yet?

i fell in love with it just by one glance!

=)

#10

http://simple-pretty.com/

just like their web address!

simple AND pretty.

like. . .

really pretty!

<3 style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);"> *snap*

i loved it.

#11

http://www.wherethelovelythingsare.com/

really lovely things!

that, i can guarantee!

#12

http://www.flickr.com/photos/laura-gommans/

look at it tell me what u think bout it!

=D

cos i like it alot!

#13

http://www.collider.com/2010/08/09/morgan-and-destinys-eleventeenth-date-the-zeppelin-zoo-joseph-gordon-levitt-channing-tatum/

watch this!

i loveeeeee it alot!

its so. . whimsical!

cool editing!

and that guy from Inception & 500 Days of Summer for gawdsake!

i love him!

=D

u dont?

so gimme some feedback will ya?

=D

!TYVM!

!LUGA! 

(love u guys alot)

oxox

2010-09-19T17:31:00.002+08:00

Harlowww!

short update!

finals coming up this coming week! then i'll be free. . .
(for a week that is)
wanna plan a trip to the beach with the girlies! ^^
(i spelled Grillies. wth i am gonna gril them lol)
sudden crave for BBQ.
ouuuuukay. . . .neh mind.

so . . . .
i'm suppose to post pictures bout Shan's bday right?
sowwwwiiiiiiieee~
LAZY! HAHAHAHA
^^v

my righty hurts nowadays!
why?
becos i've changed my tea cup into a BIGASS cuppa tea!!
lookie pictures at the bottom. LOL

it hurts when i'm trying to lift up my cuppa tea =\

mom scolded me the other for drinking so much tea.
-________-
niameh arh! drink tea oso KENNOT mer now! =(

chamomile tea before i sleep. . .
and all day long actually. XD

i'm outa tea!!!!
neeeeed to restock soon on my next trip to the supermarket with my mom.
HE-HE-HE
*evil grin*
gonna grab all my cookies for tea. . .
and..juices. . .
yogurts. . . .
carrots. . . .
chuchumber. . . .
soya milk. . . .. .
and korean noodles.
(the list goes on n on n on)

HUR-HUR-HURRRR~

found my jelly lenses!
i bought at a price of RM28 last time.
NOW?
rm10 for 3 i think.
niamehhhh arh!!!

=(

con my monehhh T_____T my ang pau money one lor. . .
*sniff sniff*

my bigass cuppa tea ^^

i had 8 cups of Earl Grey at Caffieness last Wednesday.
lol
*paiseh*

me ♥ this Zara jumper =(

RM199

*sniffs*

i'm sorry dear. . .

hotel treats . . .
=D
conjunction with Raya.
-__-

ate the chocolate truffles only.
i wan the ones from GODIVA!
^^

anyways!
i'm bored!
aih. . . .
oh!
GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 4 is up!
=D
ME LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!
the 1st epi was sooo good!
PARIS!
ahhh~
*dreamy~*

updates soon kay?
i'm sorry.
i might be changing the skin back into my old blog's skin.
lol
sulkinglife-chengi ^^
i still like that skin the most.
cos i can put my header!!!!

♥

2010-09-13T17:11:00.008+08:00

HELLO THERE!

=D

everything that has been goin on!
^^
not much. . .but yeah.
a great sum of what has been goin on. . .

i ♥ U babie!
^^

be faster next time can?
try to pujuk me can?
i don care lah whether is sincere or not one!!!
=)

me love this book!
gonna get the other series too!
^^

cmi picture of myself.
but like my nose.
looks nice here.
LOL

if u think this is hot,
ure wrong!
wait till i show u guys pictures of Shan and Alby Thum!
wah. .
after seeing that. . .
u'll go O_o
hahahahah

my hair is getting so long!
which i love.
but i think i need another trimming.
hahahaha

super thick hair!
ouhhh. . .and i am gonna perm my hair soon!
HAHAHAHA
let me figure it out 1st.
-_-

hur hur hur~
i will only update on Shan's 23rd on my next entree!!
=D

HUAHUAHUA~
LOADS of Scandalous pictures!

its been like. . . . .
ages since we all had photo session goin on during class!
LOL
so . . .
here goes!
hahahah
theres like. . .way more on FB.
but yeah.

Ashley - Dimaz - Ainaa

eh!
i think i posted this up right?
ahh wtv lah -_-

Ainaa ever so beautiful!
^^

oh CONGRATS!!
she won the. . .errr. . .that Clean & Clear competition
^^

with the bitch.
ugh

seriously,
cant u just dress up like ure usual homo shiet than copying Ash?
ughhh. . .
such a thorn in my eye.
LOL

the lovely ones.
hahaha

me likey Ash's classic vintage pair of fabric scissors ^^

Solaris!
for dunno what reason.
LOL

went grocery shopping there tho.
-____________-

interesting!

i really don get it. . . .

had a serious amount of BEEF steak the other day!
HAHAHAHA
bie. . no more ya.
hahaha

went for a walk at Tmn Tun park.
OMFG
I SWEAR NO MORE!
NO MORE!!!!!

me and NATURE?
nah-uh don get along!

*nom nom nom* in the car. . on the way to the park.
LOL
i am soooo addicted to these crackers!
had like. . .9 packets at once!
XD

*nom nom nom*
me like!

tea. . .
ah~
watched Marie Antoinette and. . . The Reader.
NOT BAD!
me like!
=D

Bottom designed by Nurul =D

i. . .
suddenly. . . .
feeeeeel. . . . . .
that i have a nice body.
LOL

HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
but not my legs tho. .
=D
and with a good amount of shading on my nose,
i am all good.
XD
HAHAHAHAH!

and my crazy brows!
cos i have NONE!
lol!!!!
but i cant accept the fact when Lisa drew my brows.
its just toooo much!
like . . . .
u can see my brows from. .. .a mile away or something.
na-uh!

like some ghost -_______-
fact that i am pale. .
yeah.
looks freaky!

me ♥ this

designed by one of my 1st friend at Raffles , YEN YON!
who also designed the NUUGO collection for June. =D

thanks babe!!!
Tuesday after Acc's class me and shan headed over to Bangsar for some lunchie and shopping!
=D

big-ass cendol.
shud have seen mine.
crazy oversized Ice Nut.

Frosty lychee tea at Delicious after some climbing up a serious amount of stairs!

Wednesday i had some. . .wholesome yummy soup at Caffeiness with Lisa after class.
it sucha rainy day!

overall. . .
i am still pretty much alive.
just that. . . . .
i am lazy to update peeps!
sorry tho!

i will update more often!
love love

xoxo

2010-08-19T20:24:00.003+08:00

Decided to blog alittle today.

WELL,
HELLO THERE!
=D

have u guys missed me?
well. . . .
random topics for today.

so i've heard that Adolf Hitler's Biography is out?
like. . .after a decade?

according to this little article i saw,

Russia on Friday has added Adolf Hitler’s autobiography “Mein Kampf” to a list of banned books with extremist content.

The book “has been freely available up to now on several websites and was also sold semi-legally by booksellers, since it was not banned.

The lengthy 1925 book by the German Nazi leader, whose title translates as “My Struggle,” tells the story of his early years and exposes elements of his anti-Semitic political ideology.

Supposedly in Russia there already exist a law that automatically qualifies all books written by leaders of the German Nazi Party as extremist, but “Mein Kampf” was not explicitly named as a banned book, putting it in a legal grey area.

(click for link)

hmmmm. . . .
and btw,

"Mein Kampf" translates to "My Struggle"

0_O

saw this 'sweatest' question. . .
does Hitler have a full name? other than Adolf Hitler?

LMAO

planning to find that biography book!
humph
its. . . . interesting.
but then again,
my mom kinda joked that its bad and evil.
but when i said i wanna get it.
she started screaming at me
T________T
poor me!

so yeah wtv lah. . .
just google la kan?
LOL

true?

its pretty true tho. . .
sorry to say but look at those bitches who fight?
LOL

this applies to Malaysia as well.
but not the "WAR" part tho. .
but funding the government to get richer that is =\

1 Malaysia?
1 Language. . .
1 this and that.

do YOU think is possible?
i would say YES.

but maybe in another 2 decades that is!

look at the Thais.
=)
& look at the Indonesians!

there are chinese too. .
but they are all known as a whole, Indonesian and Thai.
right?
how long do u think it would take Malaysia to reach that?

not very soon i would say.
i mean. . .
really?
STOP FUCKING DREAM PLEASE!

maybe because I am brought up as. . .
well. . .knowing that i'm a Chinese instead of a Malaysian . . .
right?

maybe after 2 generations. . . .
we COULD if we want to. . .

but guess not.
look how things are running!
DO U HAVE ANYYYY FAITH?
nope.

lastly,
a simple msg to the. . .well. .
supposedly "Malaysians" .
=)

love love
xoxo

2010-08-14T14:26:00.019+08:00

Listen to this while reading!
=D
current favorite!!!!!
ahh!

I HAVE BEEN NEGLECTING MY BLOG!

& actually thought of stop blogging =\

lazy!!!!
=(
but i'll try kays?
have been sooooo caught up with the whole Tumblr and Heart It site!
hahahaha

do visit my Tumblr!
www.chengi.tumblr.com

so this post,
a mixed of EVERYTHING!
not according to month/week/days!
just put everything into one post.
LOL
jumble jumble!

Langkawi trip with cousins! =D

Me & Joanne on the polaroid.
she's majoring in Fine Arts!
coooool~

when Noh-Noh came to Malaysia for the first time!
awww~
i misssss her!!!
ahhhhhhhhhh!
she looks exactly like me when i was small!
=D

my cousin married a Japanese. .
so. . .
Noh-Noh is 1/2 Japanese.
my ermm. . i dunno how to call her so i call her Kyoko ,
Kyoko speaks Jap to Noh-Noh while my cousin speaks to Noh-Noh in Chinese.
LMAO

Noh-noh!!!!
ahhh!
i miss her!!!!!!!

Tubin scratching her armpit.
tsk tsk. .

Martini session last 2 months.
LOL
Delicious at Dua Residency.
Current favorite lunch place.

Lychee Martini sucks!
still prefer their Margarita!
=D

Angeline's Delicioustini taste and smells like hand wash!
u know the lime juice and dunna thingy u use to rinse ure hands with after eating crab at the restaurent?
YEAH THAT SMELL!
LOL!
the babes!
: D

My FMM babes pre-grad assignment : )

held last Thursday at Twenty One , BSC

bumped into Aud's mom!
it was soooooo funny!
"hi aunty!!!"
"ehhh. . .hi hi. . .*turns to frens* she called me aunty . LOL"

one thing i liked about Aud's mom,
funny, outgoing, and damn cool!
lol

crazy women hogging the servers and the hors d'oeuvres!
tsk tsk!
the lady was like "haha just take all"

HAHAHAHAH!

my boy-boy.
camera shy tim . .
kononnya lah!

with Laura
ouhhh! who is this?
zzz
my tipsy babe!
had a shot from Greg and went tipsy.
XD

with Nurul!
=D

Pit Lee - Suek Ling (spelled wrongly i think >< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eOerA9gIeZk/TGdnIZT4AuI/AAAAAAAADsc/OFdh5v5Heu4/s1600/twenty+one+034.jpg">Dimaz the bitch and Hilda the Estee Lauder babe! =D

me and darling ♥

CMI MAX!!!

face problem!
sorry larrr. . .
but its true dude!
save ure skin pls.
tyvm

Nurul's design!
there's this light inside one.
but wtf.
cant see. . .
-.-

very nice!
me likey!

my mom said it was NOT FASHION. but. . ART.
errrrr. . yea.

i like this photo,
cos the bird and the leaves are in the picture!
hahahaha
rare angle!

it was a pleasant night!
if only the WHOLE gang was there!
then it would have been awesome!!

DRINKS soon!
over there!
cant wait!!!
we can have dinner at WIP then head on over to Twenty One for drinks!
=D

MIST last last friday. . .
ahh whenever it was,
it was a friday.
LOL
and it was a farewell / birthday / 2nd birthday party.

hahaha
Mich's farewell and Alby's birthday.
and a mix of Mich's birthday too i guess.
XD

Freda - Moi - Tubin - Shan - Jason - Aaron

we had soooooooo much to drink the other night!

and pls.
DON EVER GO THERE!
sucks!!!!!

S-U-C-K-S!!!!
for real!
no doubt!

songs. . .blahhhh~
who the hell hired SUCH DJ?
that DJ is ruining the business i must say!
tsk tsk tsk

taken long ago. . .
last month or so. . .

i.is.cororfullll!

addicted to Pork burger too!
Ninja Joe i think. .
hahahahah!
damn addictive!
i had like. . 2 the other day!
bought 1 then went back..ALMOST home.
and was like. . .fuck it.
and went back to Tropicana Mall and gotten another one to ease my crave!
LOL

i has eaten wine.
=D

i finished the whole thing!

the Hook & the Eye.

Product Development.

currently addicted to this!
my skin feels utter awesome!
=D

and soak in milk & rice water.
awesome awesome too!
*thumbs up*

visited my Uncle at the hospital in Ampang.
apparently that hospital specializes in Blood.
so yeah. . .
=\

he just passed ytd morning.
oh wells.
about time.
there is no longer a point of him living.
seriously.

i was sick last week.
BADLY!
cough like i was gonna die.
and wtf dry cough!

had to put on a mask =\

pretty hospital tho. . .

like how i don reli feel much when dear uncle was announced. . .
well. . .gone.

i believe that we don force ourselves to feel sad.
don force ureself to feel what u don believe in.

ANYWAY!
went for the thingy last night at Nirvana.
freaking 5star hotel like that only!
got massage chair,
free internet (computer) and etc etc
-___________-

i had this ONE tear in my eyes. . .
but it didn't drop.
kinda just slipped back into my eyes.
=X

btw,
TYVM that u still read this crap!
lol

gtg nao.
BYEBYE!
i will try to blog more often lovelies~

♥

2010-07-26T15:57:00.010+08:00

Everything : )
for whats worth it.

just wanna tell you dear,
i understand of that you're not gonna be there walking with me now.

cos i've been walking alone.

but its okay. . .
i'm used to it.
and i can take care of myself perfectly fine without you being around me all the time.

sometimes i would forget that i could have someone to walk with me,
you.

but sometimes, it just never crosses my mind.

I wander around alone all the time. . .
because i wanna wait for you to get off from work so that i could walk with you,
for awhile.

recently,
i've been feeling rather. . .
sick.

you might be there to kiss me ,
but i don feel you.

and that's a problem my love,
cause i don't want to feel like this.

time doesn't matter much now.

cos it wouldn't change the way i feel.
i feel lost.

'Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask god just one question
Why aren't you here with me'
-New Radicals ; Someday We'll Know

i was given an idea to have a nice moment with you like. . .
tea and scones! =D

wanna try dear?

there might be silent moments , awkward moments,
but its alright.
right?
there might be moments where i get so annoyed by YOU because you would prolly say something really ridiculous and silly. but then i guess, things used to be funnier then.

can we have a holiday?
Honeymoon perhaps?

you know whats the definition of HoneyMoon dear?
its something like. . . .
Slow & sweet like honey but like the moon, it disappears after a period of time.

(read that at Kino. this. . . British mag. lol)

i want to be able to see the things i used to see.
get what i mean dear?

the way i used to be able to feel,
to see & etc.

damn right okay!

sucha random post!
hahaha
more updates soon people!

FFML!
my damn Ricoh is doomed AGAIN!
F!

cant switch it on.
FFFFFFML!
gonna have to send it for fixing.
AGAIN!
and this Friday is Alby Thum dumb birthday party and Mich's farewell!
(Mich's gonna be all HOWDIE HOWDIE when she get back from Texas! LMAO! don get too psycho over it!)
HOW U TELL ME!
T______T
my camera takes awesome night shots lahh~~~ =(
howww!!!!!!
*kneels down and cry*
dramatic much
><

aih~

2010-07-18T18:33:00.016+08:00

WYMAN LEE LIN WEI'S 24TH BIRTHDAY!

yes,
24th.
hurhurhurrr~

his not accepting the fact that his old now.
oh wells. . .
dear,
more spa n masking session would do fine . .
and of cos, placenta injection to prolong u from looking older.
XD

we were soooooo doooom planning what to do for babun's birthday.

so we ended up taking HOP ON HOP OFF agaiiiin!
cos baby wanna go to the BIRD PARK!

which we didn't go to anyway.
LOL
cos it was tooo hot and i had rashes then. .
sweating n all.
yucks~

went out the day before with Audrey my love to shop for his prezie. .
^^

hope u like my gifts baby boy!
^^v

Daiso offer pretty lashes tho!
LOL
i know.
random!

my wrapped gift for baby boy!
*holds it up and throws it down on the floor*

dot dot dot.

the same ribbon baby boy used for my Christmas gift ><
HAHAHAHA
sowie. .
recycle ma!!!!

naturalll lashes!
=)

i reli wannt to have a nose job ><

U look like crap here,
but i think i look good.

screw u boy!
=D

huahuahua~

step onto the bus from KLCC =)

gave baby his prezie!
^^
soooooooo happy hor. . .

and yes.
that orange bottle . . .
is / are, BUBBLES!
hahahaha

hack grammar la ><

sorry dear ><
MAJOR ERROR HERE!

"baby u like it? u like it? *big smiles*"
"errr. . . when did u bought this baby?*awkward look*"
"yesterday lor with Audrey ^^ like it arh baby? hehehee"
"err. . . u sure baby? *point points* when did u reli bought this? 1 month ago?"
"no lah! hehehehe yesterday nehh dear. . .why?"
"*awkward look n stares*"
"OH FUCK!!!!!"

epic.

cos i actually had an error when i wanna write the year ><
but well,
it didn't came into my mind that it wrote the wrong month instead.
HAHAHAHAHA!

whooops dear . . . . .

had lunchie at Lot10

Meiling,
u might remember this!
hahaha
we went to Pasar Seni last time n had beef noodle for lunch,
rmb????
=D

its at Lot10 foodcourt too!
LOL

LOVE THE BEEEEEF!
omg
love love loveeeeee~

ordered another bowl of BEEF only.
yummms~
rm5.20 only.
and there was helllots man!

back onto bus bus. . .
we were at the NATIONAL PALACE!
OMFG!

19 years of being a Malaysian,
and this was my 1st time being there.
LMAO

and wth
i didn't get to see the National Monument ><
saw the postcard at KLCC tho.
i was like. . . .is this the national monument?
XD

forced him to take a picture!
HAHAHAHAHAH

we're tourists what!

he random plucked at flower from the palace gate ><
WTH?

dear, i think they will sue us.
LOL
hunt us down!
HAHAHAHAH

errrrrr. . . .

i likey ure laugh lines babeh!
^^
back to KLCC. . .
wanted to visit the Petronas Science Center.
BUT WHOOOA!

the line was crazy full n loooooooooooong!
so yeah.

wanted to go Aquaria,
again! but then we didn't.
but wait. . . i didn't go with baby yet.
but ahhh...i can rmb the fishes and everything n the set up still.
LOL

the last time i went was. . . .with. . . . .
CHEONG MEI LING.
haha
ages ago tho. . .

wanted to watch Eclipse.
but then. . no more tickets.
wth

so we went back.
ON THE WAY BACK RIGHT!
we were STUCK IN THE TRAIN FOR. . . . .
1/2 HOUR? or so lahh.

omfg.
damn malaysian trains lah!

and yes.
everything oso i must blame Malaysia.
heh
cant blame the government for this cos RAPIDKL is not under the government.
sucks shiet too.

and it was effing cold okay!
cos we were on the new train.
FOL

ouhh. . i bought baby 1/2 dozen of Cupacakes fromo Bijoux.
=)
MAKE U FAT FAT!

blew candles back at baby boy's place with mummy Lee ^^v

mummy Lee was soooooooooooo awkward tho!
HAHAHA

i remember i kept this cupcake from Bijoux bought a day before my Birthday.
i kept it for. . .2 months +++ HAHAHAHAHA

it wasn't for eating tho. .
nvr wanted to eat em.
just wanna look at em.
XD

jammed all the way to OU for dinner.
=(
heavy rain kinda made us. . . .moodlesssss to go for dinner at Mont Kiara.
so yea. . .
ended up at OU.
AGAIN.

HAHA
no one escapes from OU.
LOL

had dinner at Seoul Garden.
not bad. . . .
we had soooooooooooo much!
hahaha

we had the. . .Kimchi soup then changed it into Tom Yam.
yummmeh~

someone was trying to finish up 2 bowls of ice-cream after screaming to me that his tooooooooooo full to eat somemore.
-___-

"baby. . .i cant eat anymore"
"*drinking soup n munching* nom nom nommm~"
"*walks to get ice-cream*"
"wth?can still eat ice-cream ah u?"

thats my boy.
HAHAHAHAH
fatty!
XD

baby, did i tell u,
i love this shirt?
^^

had fun baby?
maybe not. . .
we didn't make it to the Bird Park =(
sowieee~

next time ler kay?

next outing. . .we go. . . . .
PD kay?
we stay overnight. . . and rot there.
LOL

and and eat cup noodles.
sooooo romantic hor?
*does faces*

got to go now folks!
LOVE U GUYS!

xoxo

ps/ i am still waiting. . . . hoping there whud some attention on ME sometimes dear. love.

2010-07-17T14:32:00.004+08:00

OLA PEEPS!

gotten my name pendant from SueSue all the way from Korea.
=)
thank u babe!!!
love it loads!

uncle indian rice last week. .
my babun at Pica the other day.
i left my hair clip on the beer glass =(
sobs

Outing with Aud Aud last Friday =)

love her muka!
hahahaha

i have many friends who can show me various kinds of facial expressions XD

love Shan's face.
LMAO

lunchie at our usuals and sitting at our usuals after Tuesday class.
ACCOUNTS.
ugh

but then,
good for u LIM HUI LI.
got yelled by my mom.
XD

Shan's waffle after having her backed rice!
tsk tsk tskkk!!!

hung out with G after class for our Eco Product Development assignment.

taken on Friday =)

Library with the J Bitches! LOL

4pm and was high n tipsy
^^
IT WAS SOOOOH FUNNEH!

Jian's farewell.
till next year women!
LOL

outfit on Wednesday for Product Development class =)

till then
more updates soon?
hahaha
just rmb i haven even blog bout BKK and Fella b'day!

2010-07-09T20:11:00.004+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

Beef Noodle lunchie with Babie yesterday ^^

wanted to go Vegetarian. .
wanted to eat Uncle's indian rice. but alll vege..
MANA TAU nvr open ytd.
-____-

so i had beef noodles at the shop at the back on Indian Rice.

was having my 1 week pathetic sem break last week. .
and Aud came over my place on Thursday to have McDonalds,Gossip. . .and ranting session.
LOL

THERE WAS HELL LOTSA RANTING I CAN ASSURE U THAT!
XD

and wthell ><
the picture above.
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA*

ugly right?
(sorry mummy lee)
something someone gave me...

had Aud put em on.
and wth
all looks sooooooo darn cute on her kay!
LMAO

this one looks NOT BAD lor on her. . .

in conclusion,
these are all Trashy Lingerie.
why is that???

becos!!!!
beneath those dresses,
theres this somekind of trashy lingerie kinda dress ><
LACEY AND TRANSPARENT!
which i was like wtf when Babie gave em to me.

"wth is ure mom trying to imply here?"

XD

met up with the J's!

this whud be bestie JEN!

picked me up and went over to JIAN's and drove to Aman Suria's MURNI.
ehh..not bad one le.
LOL
had Loh shi fun.
damn weird right.
cos it doesn't require much of front teeth biting action. LMAO
longgggass story bout that.

after lunch. .
headed to SS2 for KTZ deserts!
yummms~

(wait till i post up the picture of the fallen Mat Toh Loh. XD)

so yeah.
thats JIAN & JEN

my primary partner in crimes and are still good friends!
^^
loveee~
then drove over to Tropicana Mall for movie...but no movies.
-____-
so had Happy Hour at Santini.
what turf man.
LOL

Wednesday at Piccadilly with Babie ^^

i was out wholeeeeee day man!
letting assholes scold my aunt as a PENDERHAKA! and PENGKHIANAT!
(dunno spelled correctly or not)

took a walk on Sunday to my Babie's place. . .

i was sooooo damn paranoid when i saw ants houses. LOL
yes.
ants houses.
-____-
i literally shake n brush my legs every second.
XD

i have this phobia >< over Ants.
picked up my aunt from Taiwan to the government offices. .
2 places. .
and went to Amcorp mall becos it was raining like shit.
-__-
like freaking taufan or something man then it went all peaceful.

DOT DOT DOT!!!!

earlier in the morning i had a check up with my dentist aka my life savior.
^^v

u know i love u doc!

lunchie with the babie who is turning 24!!!!
(wanted to update this post on FRIDAY, so technically, his already 24. ^^)

URE NOT TURNING 18!!!
FACE THE FACT BABY!
XD

*kick stone stone*

so. . .i saw this.
i whud want this rather than a BarCode ink on my ankle now. . ..
LOL

Corgiiiiiiii!!!!

TOHHHHHHHHH CUTEEEE!!!

i love u!
=( i wan!

♥
♥

classic things I tend to do with my girlfriends.
^^

till then.
more updates.
i'm getting wayyyyyyyy behind with all my updates!
but i know u still love me?

2010-07-05T16:52:00.004+08:00

A little update.
=)

ermmm..
i've been drinkin everyday.
almost every noon.
LOL

42 Below almost gone now.
and. . .
Boyfriend? i need more =) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

love this shot.
altho its not so quite clear, or focused on,
i still love it.

just like me and u.
its okay if u have ure attention on me once in awhile.
better than nothing right baby?
i will always be here. . . looking at u.
hoping that u whud look at me.. and ask me "how are u?"
=)

i would be lying if i said i don love u anymore,
because i do.
and thats why i am desperate for ure attention once in awhile.

sometimes,
u might be looking at me,
but i don feel the vibe anymore?

when has things become like this?
i f'ing hate this.

lastly,
i will always be saying,
"OH HAII!!!"
when ure here.
=)

don worry love,
i will always be just waiting.
waitiiiiiiiiiiiing as usual.

love.

xoxo
love love

and btw!
i did some stuff with my lovelies last week!
hahaha
didn't quite rot at home like i planned.
cos i like staying home during the weekdays where i can actually sleep in.
unlike the weekends when everyone is home.
LOL

i met up with my Love!!!
^^v

Audreyyyyyy loveee~nail painting. . .
gossiping. . .
ranting. . .
& moreeeee ranting. . .
and Mcdonalds.
^^

i missss u betch!

met up with my criminal friends.
haha

Jian got back from San Fran
and
Jen the usual women who doesn't really show up till we have some sort of reunion thingy like this one.
LOL

so,
the Jian & Jen's.
hahaha

had a couple of drinks and had some beer games goin on IN BED.
XD
(our little secret, In Bed. LOL)

till then lovelies. . .

2010-06-29T20:16:00.014+08:00

HELLO!

sorry
><

i know!!!

has been ages since my last update.

sorry!!!! i just forgot about my blog.
WHOOOOOOOOPS!
XD

anyway, this shall be a short post for. . . .
URBANSCAPES 2010

which sucks monkey ass!

okay, why don i just explain it here?
before i continue with some pictures?

LAST YEAR'S URBANSCAPES was wayyyyyyyyyy better.
in what sense?

it was at least well planned and organized.
and. . .
the bazaar area wasn't on the field that happened to be WET AND MUDDY!
so yeah.
and. . . .
i don feel inspired this time.
seriously.
they had all these creative sculptures everywhere last year, this year?

it was literally EMPTY.

things that they sell?
sucks too.
sorry.
the acts that played was fine.
but naaah.
waste of money.
even the stalls for foooooodies weren't THAT many as last year.
wells. . . . . dunno la.

what do u think? ppl who went? comment at the end of my post.
got the comment box put up already ><

lomofied =)

i have such light brows!
HAHAHAHA
literally tak de one!
-___-

just like how i used to tell the SASA girls,
"miss wanna look at our new mascara?"
"no eyelashes oso put oso no difference one" *walk like a drunktard*

yeah.
HAHAHAHAHA
IT WAS EPIC!

but know what?
i have lashes now.
yeaaaap~
dunno why but i do now.
XD

overgrown dandelions everywhere. .
it was flying everywhere when we all ran thru the field.
=)

*itchy nose*

so anyway,
pictures below are all taken by ShanShan with her crazy overweight dslr.
LOL

chiooo right?
who is that leng lui?
HAHAHAHAHAHA

moi Fred Perry~
*hugs*
such loveeeee~
hahahaha

brought Bacon along too. . .
and Domokun actually.
-___-

Chouli was like
"*point points* neehhh this Amanda sure bring all her cameras one! what lomo, Domokun n dunno what. . "

"its Bacon. not Domokun darling. LOL"

"aiyahhh still the same la. . . AHAHAHAHAAAHA*drunk mode ON with her ciggy at one side*"

met up with Shan's friends.
=)

saw my neighbor.
wth
random!

ouhh and saw Chen Foong. . .
and...shiet forgot his name,
they helped carry the Atap Kampung house from dunno where till KL PAC.
*applaud*

these were taken when we were about to leave =)

"*merajuk* don wan choiii u di lahhh. . . ."

2 siao cha bo! ! ! !
HAHAHAHA

PATHETIC OR NOT?
this year's Urbanscape logo? or wtv it is lah.

WTF IS THAT?
WHAT-THE-HECK?

gosh.
this is just plain sad case!
zzZ~~~

can hardly see those U.R.B.A.N.S.C.A.P.E.S word!!!!

with the Babie.
can i call u Barbie instead?

bought mini fan on Friday after Pavi and walked to SgWang trying to find Toyzarous.
LOLLL
spelled wrongly,
I KNOW!
-_-|||

Stevan and Josh =)

Stevan's Olympus!!!!
T___________T

this this thissss bugger who bitesssss me!!!

Chouli and sisters booth at the muddy area.
-_____-

Gummy Chanel No.5
HAHAHAHA

Wei Wei, Moi and Shan

whooooose ure daddy!!!
siapa tallest!
AHAHAHAHAHAHA
wtf is this.

this side profile of me looks nice =D
nice eh?
this guy sucks!!!
REAL BAD!
dunno which band his from, but yeah.
SUCKS!
totally offf key kau kau and. . . .
he can still promote his album after finishing off that horrible song.
WHOA

chun rides. . .
Patrick was there tho. . but din tengok dia.
LOL

girls and bubbles. . . .

was burning hot okay!!!
BURNING!
I HAVE TAN LINES NOW!

when he was preparing my bubble gun!
not enuf liquid tho =(

being a yam sap ghost.
LOL

but i likey this shot alot =)

i look so. . .wrecked up!
assignments and exams.
ughhh~
finally done!

GREG LEE JUN BOON PLS DONT FAIL ME!!!
T____T

dandelion field. . .
cute pugs and..bulls to end the post.

wait. . .thats a .....
Momo Jojo Coco!
hahahaha

my bet.
=D

till then.
XOXO
having my break now. . .
but i'm just lazy to blog.
sowie~

2010-06-14T13:28:00.030+08:00

SueBin's 18th Bash at Velvet!!!
[all pics taken from Baby Ricoh]

after the LaBase shoot in the morning at coll ,
me and shan headed over to Caffieness for our usual lunch and headed off to pick up the princess and went shopping at Bangsar!
=)

(spotted me? LOL)

it freaking pouring when we were about to reach Bangsar.
-____-
awesome..

hung out at Bangsar Village2 the whole time. . .
then we didn't care and ran to the shoplots.
LOL

headed over to Gardens then to get dinner.
=)

then it was getting ready time when we got home to Shan's!

bought a box of Famous Amos muffins for the B'day girl!
=)

since someone loves Famous Amos. .
so why not?
LOL

recorded a private video of Suebin getting off the shower and the muffins were light up with candles.
hahahah!

with the Birthday girl!
before our make-up were done ><|||

Miss China at ure left.
XD

pure korean pls.
LOL
thats what she'll say.
hahahaha

went over to Mich's place. . .
Colin on ze bed. . .
in ze car. . . . .
fly Colin flyyyy~

Jonathan in Pinku. . . .
Wei wei , Shan, Moi, Lisa, Ivan, SueBin
Jaz & Angeline.
=)

one of my bestie. . .
awesome.

sober.
i wasn't tipsy, OR high.
damn sad.

David trying to get Suebin drunk!
FAIL LA!

Hugo aka Barney!!!!

Lisa's perk, Daniel.
XD
errr. . .
Bestie and Kelvin.

*barf*

love the lights!
Moi , Barney and Shanie

Aaron and moi~
Hugo, Alby and Brandon. (brandom)
whooooops~

Michy!!!

High face of Shan!
but. . . then. . . . . .i wasn't >< Shan "lai lai lai...more more moreeeee!!!!"

i know. =)
laugh all u want.. . .
i was sober the whole time!
XD

epic picture of Colin!!!

and baby soft skin David. . .

Lisa , Ashley, Shanie, Dimaz, Moi, Suebin

with Chou Li!!!

ughhh!!!
that BITER!!!

WEN SIANG!
hahahaha
i bite his face twice ^^v

thank u barrymuchie. . . .
he kept on biting me too!
after the lights were up,
still we were fighting and chasing after each other at the podium trying to bite each other >< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eOerA9gIeZk/TBXCVlLFnMI/AAAAAAAADJ4/GF85XWkN99Y/s1600/20839_441752705268_692200268_6418850_7087433_n.jpg">

Louissa, Laura and Kelvin =)

Don who got us in ^^

Small Flaming Lambo. . .

Ash's fren bought us a tray of shots. .
and we had Moet as well. . .
and. . .
mojito. . . .
and. . .. tequila shots that taste yucky as usual at Zouk. dunno why. . .
taste too darn sweet!

till our next night out bitches!

XOXO

2010-06-11T09:54:00.005+08:00

Yellowww~
i'm back from my short vacation!
^^

u know what?
it was Monsoon season in Langkawi.

let me brief u alil. . . shall we?

- i almost got blown away by the wind in the morning at the beach
- the waves were crazy rough and HUGE
- i was all wet just walkin feets away from the beach
- my camera went all blurry from the spatter of the sea water!
- all salty T____T

good parts of it,

- had good food.

- lots of seafood of cos. and awesome crabie!

- bought liquor for my baby =) rm52 bucks for 42Below. wth? we bought it for rm170 here for last X'mas

- got lost on the road COS my DAD wont wanna listen to moi. too bad. so i just kept quiet when he actually asked me for directions. *cheers to that*

- alil piss when my parents compares me with my cousins. u know?? those situations that u just get soooo darn annoyed cos they keep on say "see..look at ppl lah so good " all those crap! urgh

- i am myself. just so happen that u guys don know me cos i nvr showed u my true self! cos i ever did, u guys whud think i'm crazy and kick me out of the house! so yeah. there.

- Langkawi is a boring place to be at. maybe cos i was there at the wrong time.

- brought the cousins for the Eagle feeding trip and some other places thru a boat. its like a trip. Boat broke down for half an hour and few other times. LOLness.

taken on day#2 =)
love the effect tho . . .

something was blocking my camera lens and it become like this =(
but nice tho i like ^^
soft looking pictures which i love! ^^

Bijou cupacake!
bought on 13th May, a day before my b'day till now.
LOL

bought it because it looked so cute!
like a porkupine (i know i spelled it wrongly, just think its cute this way! hrrrmph)

its been almost a month?
HAHAHA

someone on FB asked me if it tasted good,
truth is, i nvr ate it.
this picture was taken last Saturday.
=)

the cupacake was nicely kept in the fridge.
waited to my baby Ricoh to be saved and repair just so i chud snap a few pics of my porkupine cupacakes =D

i wish there's a place like this in Malaysia =(

evil Shan said i look like the daughter of Adams Family.
Zzz~

just because sometimes i might look like a goth.
LOL

OH WELLS.

no harm lah. . . .

i think its cute. XD

rmb when i was little i watch it everyweek!

^^

love the cartoon!
*swing swing holding remote control*
lawls

someone still owe me balloons n bubble gun!!!

love this song =)

something bout french song. .

hahahaha

just feel so. . . . .romantic n lovely.

at times of cos.

so anyways,

i will update soon after i bother resizing 1278 pictures i took =)

love love

♥

2010-06-04T20:58:00.000+08:00

NUUGO!

short update before i have a short holiday =)
*tee-heehee*

Nuugo pics as u can see from my MukaBuku,
designs from Gerald , Yen Yon & Vivienne ^^v

so damnnnn proud of my girlies!!! ^^

*cheeers*
to that!

anyway,
i had like a full day class on Wednesday!

Fashion Ad & Buying Principles *drags self*

Tupid LaBase thing!
and. .
tupid calculations!
=(

don yike!

took this in the morning when Lisa arrived to coll at. . . .11am?
hahahaha

PRICELESS shot!

Picture of the year!!!!
XD

later after class followed Shan to her place to change n get ready for the night! ^^

ouhh
and i help dye her hair!
HAHAHA
its was hilarious!

and after i showered,
i asked if she have any body cream, cos i didn't bring mine,
so she pass me this Nivea BODY CREAM which labels were in Swedish or something.
What turf?
lol

and i slapped it on my legs. .
and was like. . .
*wtf is this? why got bubbles one?*

"shan. . . u sure this is a body cream? cos i see bubbles? and i cant read the label!"

"harrr?*looks at bottle n smell smell n look at my legs* err. . . "

"okay u know what? i think its shower cream!!! ><>

HAHAHAHA
WTF?

then she blow dry my hair n all ^^

moi & Shan

nice or not the blazer she's wearing?
*points at self*
i styled her. HAHAHA *hides away* no lahhh joking only ><
but i did comment comment ma.
=)

love my makeup that night ^^

ouhhh. . .
Lee Chong Wei and this few other badminton player was there. . .
errmm..Koo Konn Kiet?
or something.
perv!!! he kept starring at our Ashley!
tsk tsk. .

and Lee Chong Wei does a pretty bad reverse!
HAHAHAHA!!
*reverse... reverse. . . . .reverseeee. . . reverseeee then turn*
LOL
FAIR LADY only what!
HAHAHAHA
funehhh!

and ouh..
Koo Koonn Kiet or something,
his bro bought 2 bottles of Whisky for our girlies that night at the after party at Velvet, Zouk.
hahaha

too baaaaad i had to leave!!!
ughh
geram!

so unhappy with the Rum and Tequila i had with Shan and Ashley!!!
=(
it was Tequila Rose or something!
tasted like antibiotic!
for gawds sake!
yuck!
wasted my free drink!
humph

Rum was fine. hahaha

and wth i missed the part where Red Shirt guy name Jessie with horrible spoken english.
u know like how someone is trying to use the BIG words but fail?
yeah.
that was him.
OOH WELLL!
the whole time when he was talking at the event,
i was laughing at the way he talked not at his jokes.
FHL.
XD

he brought the girls up to the podium with Mumbo Jumbo songs ><
HAHAHAHAHA!
darn lah. .i wasn't there =(

and freee drinks from David =(
Ashley chap tou "lucky in english" lor. . .gotten 2 something something from David. LOL
and. . . . .!!!!! finished half bottle of whisky herself.
darn weih!!!!
hahahaha

with the people who made the runway a success!

Vivienne , Yen Yon and Gerald
*hugs*

oh and fuck.

my eye got something. .
dunno what is it..
but its fucking painful!!!

the amount of meds i had last night.

ohh and i gotten a shot from the doc for my exzema.
FML
fucking painful and numb!
T___________T

shall take a shot of ALL the meds i'm currently on.
u will go like...WTF?

i have painkillers too..
want some?
but then too bad, its for my eye.
FML

its like something is poking my eye!
and i whud tear all the way!

was out with Lisa and Shan in the middle of the class to Pavilion and skipped class.
goshhh
i was like..tearing half way picking stuff at F21, Cotton On and many other shops and did i mention i cry too when i was walking?
LOL
ppl thought i was too depress or something.
while waiting for Lisa and Shan at the fitting room. . .
the guy was taking care of the fitting room asked me
"are u okay?"
"err. .i guess so"
"take care tho. =)"

errrr. . .
. dot . dot . dot .
lol

OH WELLS.

my eye!!!
and i cant see properly!
my right eye =(
like. . .its all blurry!
and my eye was like..fucking blurry after wearing those lenses!
and. . .freaking painful too.
but then this thing i'm having has nothing to do with the lenses.
its something under my eye lid.
=(

skipped class today.
hahahaha
slept all day~

i shall update again alrighty people?
^^

loads of pics up soon!

*happy flab clabb*

leaving for Langkawi on Sunday!!!
^^

xoxo

2010-05-31T18:06:00.000+08:00

YELLOW THERE!

^^v

*kick stone stone n swing swing*

miss me???

bet u do!

anyway, that action above. . .
strictly,
needs to be told.
XD

learned that from my beloved Babie!!!
HAHAHA
itu babie kan. . sangat adorable sometimes.
LOL

i got a wake up call just now. . .

"*rubs eyes* hello?"
"hi, miss Amanda? this is Dasuki calling from 1U Fotokem. ure camera is ready to be collected."
"oh..thank u."
*stone for a moment on my bed*
(i think that was his name.)

OH YAYYY!!!

cos i was plotting how and what shud i say again since i was gonna call them up after i wake up from my nap.
who knew. . .
HAHAHAHA

miracle!

i'm gonna have Baby Ricoh with me afterall this weekend ^^v

HEHEHEHE

bussy bussssy~

hands on with my major project for Style & Trend's class.
sighs

*sulks at one corner*
i was chosen as leader.
OMFG
WHYYYY HAS THIS HAPPPPPEN TO ME!
T____________T
reli lor. . .
i aint no leader material!
not for theory stuff at least!
-__-

and what turf,
we're doing a short film for LA BASE for Fashion Ad class.

damn weih!!!
don like Materiel!

Greg o Greg!
once again using us all to help his beloved friend.
ughhh
ME NO LIKEY!

so i suggested to him,
i don wan to act as the shoppers in the vid,
i wanna be the videographer.
he said, YES CAN! NO PROBLEM!
BUT THEN NO VIDEO CAM YET.

wow.

awesome.

my job is to hunt down every designers SS2010 style.

boring!!!!

Burberry!
not bad not bad i would say. .
love the color this season. . .

color wise. . .
not bad.
but then. . not the designs tho.

not my kinda LIKES.
=)

and gosh not only this okay...
i need to come up with slides..
HATE SLIDES!
and PRESENTATION!

i don mind presenting. .
but definately not in doing the slides tho =(

sobs

*raaaawr*
so many things happening!

seriously. . .
i dunno if U are reading this or not..
but i just reli hate u bitch!

U F***ING INNOCENT BITCH!
u!!!!!
UGHHHH

done.
hahaha

wait till everything is over,
i will hunt all of u down n stuff in those MINI tripods up ure arses!

BEWARE BITCHES ! ! ! ! !

soon maybe.
*ommmmmmmmmmmmm*

need lots of tea~
TEA!!!

in love with Twinning's Chamomile Vanilla Honey tea!
taste soooooo good~
instant cool down!
LOL

and gosh
i wanna have a dressed up tea session with the girlies!
=(

wait till Urbanscapes maybe~
HEHEHEH

i remember i was once bitten by these awful ladybugs!

they might look CUTE!
BUT THEY ARE NOT!

would really have done this if i were younger!
HAHAHAHA
to my little devil!
*nyek nyek nyek*

oh random thing,
there was a function my neighbour held last Friday for her daughter cos she was getting married.
(fat and ugly!!! she chud have look nicer! seriously! she used to be soooo slim!)
anyway!

after ze buffet dinner with parents n baby,
we went to the pool side n drink.
(there was freeeeee liquor ^^)

so we drank only lah.
lol
had some card games on with baby and Devil!
hahahahah

OMFG
wait wait wait for the moment. . .

i ter-said something damn wtf when my brother was away taking drinks ><

"he so cute lah."

*horror in my face after i said that n look at baby who was stunned*

"what u said arh baby?"
"nothing. din say anything oso." *trying to find somewhere to hide*
"u said ure brother was CUTE! OMG!"

yea yea yea . . .
whatever!
i did!
so what!
HAHAHAHAH

first time,
in my life i said that bout him.

FOR REAL!
HAHAHAHA

Box boy?
or something. .
i find him soooo cute ^^

or maybe. .
robot boy?
hahaha

till then
xoxo

2010-05-25T15:55:00.000+08:00

2010-05-25T15:27:00.000+08:00

I ♥ U

i do.

sometimes we might have our differences,
and sometimes i might have been using harsh words that might have hurt your feelings,
i'm sorry baby.

i just wan things to work out badly now. . .
because i want U.
not ure time like i've told u.
ure time is like. . .texting me & etc.
i don wan those.
i just want U.

sometimes i want u to know i feel so badly. . .
i get mad and frustrated.

sometimes u want me to feel how u feel too right?
and u get frustrated too.

oh wells.

I miss u alot.

many things i don know how to say nor express.
many things i want u to know. . .
but don remember telling anymore, cos i think its not important.
cos when i am with u, i tend to forget things fast.
just wanting to spend every minute with u.
and not waste one bit.

but sometimes we do,
waste it.
with me picking a fight or something.
i'm sorry.

but sometimes u just to understand.

oh well.

♥

Vienne - Be Alright

as featured on Gossip Girl
=)

listen to it. . .
not too bad i guess.
kinda love it now.
^^

ps/ I really miss u . . . . . ♥

2010-05-25T14:42:00.000+08:00

Bangkok post soon k?
i promise!!!

><

Work
Shop
WORK
AND
SHOOOOP!

sad case for now =(
few of my favorite malls are. . .
gone.
or soon-to-be sighs

♥

ps/ i still love u alot. hope u will try. . .

2010-05-20T22:45:00.000+08:00

HELLO ♥ ! ! ! !
:D

i'm making an effort to blog more frequently.
and u just realise,
i haven even blogged bout my Bangkok trip >< u know what?
i might just make it into a slideshow
LOL
save my time writing.
but then of cos. . . .
i'll have shiets to story about :)
cos really. . .there's wayyyy too much pictures to upload.
did i mention about resizing it?
omg.
such a drag~

but not as bad as my new cammy tho! =)
but i love my new baby Ricoh but then. . .
its sent to fix now. so. . . .
know what?
they guy said he'll put my situation on their top list. .
but then. . .
i don trust him.
i'm gonna call twice a week.
once on Monday and once on Fridays to check up.
LOL =D

i had breakfast like this . . .
but it was long ago.
don seem to have time now.
altho there is. . .
weird.

my cousins from US are coming back!
Joanne and Joseph.
haven seen them since i was 8!
gosh. . . .
feels weird i guess.

i heard that Joanne is very involved with Church.
which gave me this very funny scenario one night when my mom told me that. . .

Joanne in a nuns-suit and she was giving out food for the poor.
Zzz~
i know right.
LOL

as for Joseph. . . .
mmm. . . .
hmmmmmmmmm~ ~ ~ ~
nothing bout him.
cant rmb him.
><|||

this is so cute. .
don u think so?

this is cute too!
no?
hahahah!!!
*tilt head head*
hahahahah!!!

i will buy a dog that will tilt its head when he sees me!
*tilt head head and turn 360 degrees*
ROLFMAO!

HORROR!!!

i want!!!
even if it doesn't work. . i whud want em still!
great props!
hahah

like my Holga >< my 1st camera from Babie.

i want a balloon!

Lydia - Hospital

play this while reading on my post! :D
hope u like it. . . .

hello there!
^^

i loike Lisa's glasses. . .
so nice right?
i wanna get one. .
from YSL.
as if ><
hahahahah!

is not like i even need glasses.
but then. . i think i need to have a check up on my eyes.
a bit blurry when i try to look at small objects.
*gasp*

this is. . .
ME and DIMAZ!

the Queen of New York!
hahahaha~
as he wishes of cos.
=)

he shares the same Birthday as i do!
^^v
sisters!
haha

his 18 now.
and i'm 19.
old!

this biatch!
love his accessories!!!
see the plastic skull necklace?
so pretty!

but then . . .
its not my style ><
this biatch love to shake his hair!!!
always flipping it back n forth in class!
LOL
but seriously. . he have good locks!

and no.
this kid doesn't smoke.
LOL

super love the effect on this shot!
^^
thanks to Baby Ricoh!
*hehehehe*

i'm so darn happy with my Cardi!
its back on sale in Zara!
hahaha
thanks to my ♥!
hehehehe

*points points*
U lah women..
Audrey Lee!
hahaha

i was goin to KLCC after class on Thursday and she told me she saw the cardi that i wanted again at 1U.
so i went straight to Zara and waited for baby to come after work. . .
and YAY!
its mine!
hahaha
last 3 cardi's okay!
><

they don have S tho. .
but then. . .hack it.
i want it anyway..so i took size M.
:D

*happy flab clap*
told Aud i bought it and she was like "wahh damn fast right!"
hahaha
oh wells.

stupid me. . .
i saw it here in KL weeks before i leave for Bkk.
i didn;t have $$$$ to buy it.
so i thought maybe after i get back i will buy it.
i saw it in BKK Zara!
but didn't bother getting it cos i wanna save my Baht's for further shopping.
but didn't happen anyway cos of the riots.
damn u!

DAMN U!
SOOOOO DAMN U!!!!!
U BURNED MY CENTRAL WORLD N SIAM PARAGON DIDN'T U!
u lil-bastards!
><

smoking skull. . .
dot dot dot. . . . .
lol

went to Maybank Dataran at Bangsar after meeting up babie after class ^^
went there to get some stuff. i waited at the lounge.
the place where he. . . .slept i guess.
was it?
lol

drove to get Mcd!
^^
it was raining like mad in PJ but after crossing the Kepong toll. . .it was dead dry.
wtf

tryin to balance of Cokes on my lap.
T___T
i had to drink half of each!
omg
*burpss*

taken before stopping.. . . .

becos!
car broke down ><

this guy. . .
suspicious. . . .

so when i was at the back of his car when he was sending us to the cable car station to Genting.
i saw his Licenses!
so i took down pictures of it.
hahahah

got his ic number n his full name.
hmmm~

in front of snow house.
that stinky place.
LOL

his so damn oily face!
hahahah
can take n deeeeep fry bananas.

i dunno why bananas either -___-
but yeah.
get my point?
lol

after our Ip Man movie. . .
again~
hahahah
but it was nice tho even it was our 2nd time watching it ^^

i like this shot tho~
hehehehe

it doesn't give me the feeeeeling of M'sia.
which was good.
LOL

before i went on dead-mode.
hahahah~

with Shanie~
love the ligthing~
hate the eyes.
LOL

but wtv.
hahahah

more to come. . . .
don close yourselves up from my bloggie!
^^

♥ love ♥

2010-05-16T13:06:00.000+08:00

to myself!

(took this down from TUMBLR)
don u just love Tumblr?
i love it for sho!

♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
:D

i'm officially 19 now.
and err...finally changed my age at the side of my blog.

JUST SO YOU KNOW!
have been having dificulties blogging!
cos..i think my blogger has sum sort of MAGIC that HE or IT can simple change the placing of my damn pictures AND help me deleted the things i wrote.
i'm actually DONE with this post. not until when i go get some water n came back with NOTHING on it!

FFML!

SO ANYWAY!
ughhh~
i have to think of what i wrote before.
cos it was pretty nice okay!
FML!!!!!!!!!!!
&%%$%^Y**#$%#$@&(!

so. . . .
i guess this version whud be less funny and entertaining.

SUCKS RIGHT?
i know.

ANYWAY!
it was an UNFORGETTABLE birthday!
i was so sad and down that it whud be just another day!
i was sulking at hubby the night before crying and all.
yes.
i'm very emotional okay!
cos everytime...its like......things are sooo nicely placed and all for other people but when it comes to me...
everything is screwed up and. . . .
NOTHING happens!
NOTHING!
I MEANT IT!
NOTHING!
its always like this.
things i HOPE whud happen never does.
so i'm learning to NOT hope for anything.
than money of cos.
*wink wink*

so,
that Friday morning,
14th May!
my birthday!
:D

met up with Babie Boy at the train station and took the train to MJ for breakfast as usual now.
he handed me a box and asked me to open it =)
so i was reading the booklet that was inside (the box he used was a gift of something i gave him. swt)
anyway,
while i was reading. . . .intensely.
he was taking pictures with his phone.
THEN when i look up after reading.
i saw him holding RICOH R8!!!
AHHHH!!!
i was like look down again and look up in shock.
cos i thought i saw wrongly ><

AHHHHH!!!
BABY!!!!
awwwww~
love u lah silly!
thought u wont get me anything!
=(

so lemme fill YOU guys in with what has happen on my birthday.
since i said it was an unforgettable one!
:D

1# bought Mcd from Centrepoint drive thru and headed on the road to Genting after class with my babun. XD

2# he took half day leave...which was supposed to be a whole day leave hello! humph F Maybank!
3# was enjoying the songs and times in the car with baby on our trip to Genting! 2nd time ^^
4# suddenly, car broke down in the middle of the road half way to Genting! -__- and we were speeding. FOL
5# went onto this scamming mechanics car who offered to help us. which in return charged us hell lots! (don need to eat d for the next 5 months)
6# watched Ip Man 2 for the second time to kill some time while waiting for the car to be fixed.
7# ate Hainan Chicken for dinner. it was damn yummy tho~
8# when we got back our car, i found that. . . my Gardenier (this bread company) chocolate muffins were gone! T___T they ate 4 of my muffins! and drank our newly bought-ED water!
9# drove down Genting to Mich's place in Sri Petaling.
10# Shan was pretty darn happy to get me drunk even days before my Birthday! LOL
11# and we were both drunk that night.
12# i banged onto a few of my friend's cars that night when i was walking out of Mich house. LOL FTL!
13# stopped by the highway and few other places for me to puke. yes. FML
14# parents had to come bring me up from the car. (staying in a condo)
15# parents fail to carry me as i was a 19year old dead fish. XD HAHAHAHA!
16# end up, Babon had to carry me up with my dad's help pushing me from the back. LOL
17# i slept with my puke that morning. =) *proud*
18# and it was my 1st time getting drunk. usually tipsy.

HUR-HUR-HUR~

had a major hangover the next day!
FML!
vomited once and. . . .kong for the whole day.
LOL

weirdest thing. . .
my parents weren't mad at all
-________-

LOVE THIS MAN!
XD

MY NEW BABY RICOH!

used it ONE DAY!
and its broken!
just sent it to fix today.
FML
getting it back in a month or so!
ughhh~
i neeeed the camera!!!!
FMMMML!!!!
cos i'm leaving to Langkawi next weekend or so.
T____________________T

did i mention that this is the 3rd camera given by my BABON?
LOL
:D

love love love~

and apparently,
the one i have is limited edition!
hehehehe~
double the love!

mine is black body colored but the the top part is silver :D
not in the picture! ^^v

totally my kind of camera! ^^

thank u baby love~

a few pictures for u too see 1st k?
:D
the size is too big. taking forever to load it up!
deleted so many pictures that i uploaded.
i don wan to use up all the space i have on this Blogspot account anymore ><|||

HAHAHAHA!

Black Ballerina Dress : H&M
Polka Dot cardigan : Zara
Pearl Necklace : Bangkok
Golden bow necklace : ThreadsZoo
Bag : Cat Whiskers
Flops : Guardian.

there's a loooong story to the flops!
HAHAHAH!

i was wearing my 5inch heels to coll as usual.
so yeah.
u don expect me to walk around Genting with those heels do u?
LOL

taken at night when we were goin down from Genting in the Cable Car :D

my lashes are growing!
=D

we had the whole cable car to ourselves~
love~

playing while waiting for the Scamming-mechanic to come with our car!

right.
ignore pls.
LOL
my soul was falling off~

my leng zhai~
hahahaha

niceeee~

so there. . .
a short update!
:D
to keep my blog alive~

♥ u baby!
thank u for the prezie~
mwaaaaaaaa~

ps/ leave lahh some comments at the chatbox. -_- i know la i don have comment box.but leave some there. LOL i'm dead bored. but then, NO damn spammers pls. i've had enough of u ppl for 5 years!

2010-05-11T13:51:00.000+08:00

♥ . ♥ . ♥ . ♥ . ♥ . ♥

I don't need words to explain these do I?

♥ . ♥ . ♥ . ♥ . ♥ . ♥

2010-05-11T12:41:00.000+08:00

THINGS I ♥

sometimes,
i cant find words to describe how i feel bout things i ♥
so i use pictures to express my feelings towards something or someone.

But,
for this post,
its a little different =)

its just a mixed of things i found and love dearly from WE♥IT

camera's i wish i could have on my hands!
T___________T

(fact u shud know, my camera's dead hence the lack of pictures taken by me. FML)

beautiful pups i wish i could have. . .

my love for Jack Russell's still stand high! as compared to the cute fluffy Pomeranians'.
Never like hairy dogs.
LOL

hope you could read this. . .
=)
nothing for this.
its just. . . .pretty.
=)

= |
cant say much bout this can i?

"have been, if only i know you're at the other end too, waiting for me." ♥

for you Charlie!
hahahaha~
i want that in my room! :D
pure ♥ for this one!
♥
♥ ♥ ♥
hahahah~
cuckoo face that i can imagine my future child in! XD

well. . .need i say more?
HELLO there, the "GOD IS DEAD" part aint true =)

HE lives inside us,
deeply.

Audrey Hepburn?

just watched My Fair Lady last weekend.
LOVE IT!
the clothes..OMG and her beautiful face!
breathtaking!
♥

i wish i could live in Paris.
Alone.

strolling off the streets alone and snapping pictures and. . . .
enjoy every bits of it.
Alone.

any black flowers,
i would accept em...
But . . . .
U didn't gave me any.
till now.

♥ . ♥ . ♥ . ♥ . ♥ . ♥ . ♥

2010-05-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

Fragilesimplicity

It is simple and clear to me that. . . . .

the picture speaks!
:D

it does don you think?
i've been sharing pretty sites on my FACEBOOK.
BUT THEN
no one response or should i say,
appreciate such pretty things i guess.
SO
i shall BLOG EM from now on!
IT WILL BE A DAILY THING!
(if i'm not lazy enough. . . )

simple.
and just. . . .
breathtaking!

its such a simple shot no?
but its. . . .sooooo beautiful!

I HOPE THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO APPRECIATE SUCH PRETTY THINGS PLS!!!
urgh~

this one really got me.
i'm INTO it now.

♥ . ♥ . ♥ . ♥ . ♥ . ♥

2010-05-10T19:38:00.001+08:00

Love this french song =)

video & photography by Candace Meyer

Rosegarden from NOBASURA on Vimeo.

Pretty & serene!

doubt tho for some people it might seem like a short porno i guess. -____-

FYL

this is art!

the art of photography AND video-graphy AND art of. . . . Light paint!

there.

LOL

♥

(my BKK trip post haven blog, and there ure gonna wait for my birthday ones. gonna be tons of pictures too! HAHAHA)

ps// I'M TURNING 19 THIS FRIDAY! HAPPY!!! 2 more years to go. . . & i'm free.

2010-05-02T21:00:00.000+08:00

JUNK! APRIL issue!

was featured in JUNK's April issue! :D
exciting tho. . .
was fun. . .
hahaha
got a call from Melly and there we were . . dressed up and having fun ^^
altho hot.
hahaha
screw that!
:D

THANKS CAT!
Moi & Melly

loike this shot taken by Babie Saya :D

Moi , Melly, Vy, Steph :)

nothing much.
just a simple update :D

bye ♥